.Saturday, July 01, 2006 Y
bOreD..tOdaE.. slp tiLl 12 plUs deN waKe uP.. sMseD mY paPa.. hE saE hE nV slP fOr e wHolE nIte.. i waS sO gUiltY.. cOs lasT nItE i waS taLkiNg tO hIm oN phOne.. v tIreD.. tmL nEed tO wOrk aGain.. frOm mOrniNg tiLl nIte.. cOs i jUx waNa maKe mOre mOneY.. tmL aLthOugH sHarOlyn peI mI.. bUt sHe wiLl takE bUs hOme.. dEn i wiLl b waLkinG hOme.. aCtuaLly.. i dOn nId tO b sCarEd.. nO nId aT aLl... nO onE wOulD bUlLy mI wan.. jUx lOoK aRd mI.. i aM nt prEtTy.. nO nIce aRd aLl.. nO onE gOtTa bUlLy mI.. eVen iF i wiLl b baCk v laTe.. nO onE wOuld caRe.. tHinK maYb aFteR wOrk.. i wiLl nOt gO bacK hOme sTraIghT.. haIix.. dOnNo y.. tmL wiLl b gOinG bacK alOne.. haIx.. v sIans.. tHinG tT haVe cHangEd mY liFe.. tT iS uNhaPpInEsS, saDnEsS aNd lOnLinEsS.. nO onE wiLl lOvE mI.. cOs i aM jUx tOo eR xIn.. wHo is gOinG tO crEaTe mY liFe iNtO haPpiNeSs.. aCtuaLlI.. tHeRe is nO onE.. gUys lEavE mI.. pPl HateS mI.. i haTe tO b mYsElf tOo.. maYb i sHoUld tHinK.. i sHouLd lEad a sImpLe lIfe jUx liKe tT.. fReEdOm? i thInK i haB nOt mUch fReEdOm.. i dOn waNna pEtTy mYseLf, bUt jUx waNna haB mOre fReEdOm.. i dOn lOvE tO cReatE trOubLes.. waD i waN iS jUx sUm oNe wOuLd lOve mI.. caRe fOr mI.. haIx.. i knOw nO onE wiLl dO tT.. bEinG mYsElf iS waD i wAn.. i knOw tHerE maY b sOme uNhaPpInEsS in lifE.. bUt jUz waNna lEaD a caRefReE lifE.. dOn waNna taLk mUch, jUx waNna b aLonE..

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