y cantt i d0 well. y cant ii? im useless. haiis. i've failed my bzf. now oni deres project that can help mii. i noe i cant do iit properly. i sure cant score. )): i've FAILED. wad can ii do? iim afraid ii realli cant make it t0 polyy. deres oni 3o% chances iin my klass t0 go iinto polyy. i think soo. iif realli cant, deres oni privatee i can choose. how hard i studiied, i still cant make it. i still cant. im disappoiinted wiid myselff. im useless. stupid. hopeless. realli cant do anything nicelyy. haiis. in sch now, don wanna tok much ler. not in a veri good mood. )):
l0ve mE..2:54 PM
.Saturday, July 28, 2007 Y
s0o so0 manii thiingss happenn. )):
saw kay, laitiings bl0ggie. mm.. gals.. try not to quarrel bout tiis k.. ((: try n settle it pr0perlyy.. d0n hurt e relatiionshiip between u all.. d0n worri.. thiing will b finee k? ((: mm.. as f0rr mii.. thiings happenn to0. but wad can ii do? cant d0 anythiing. im williin t0 red0 e pr0jectt.. ure m0st welc0me t0 tell mi e date n tiime ya? im alwaes free. even iif im n0t free, i will still d0 e pr0ject wiid uu.. c0s m0stlyy is all my faultt.. i cannt readd e scriptt.. n i still read iit.. im s0rri fifi. i n0e i diid wr0nng. we b0th have stressedd upp ya. we sh0uld tryy n settle thiings pr0perlyy.. i d0n wan anyythiing to spoill 0ur reletii0nshiip. i mean frenn. lols. mm. we b0th have ourr righhts n ourr wr0nngs. we mus 0verc0mee iit. alriightts?.. iim s0rii f0r todaee. i jus walkedd awayy. c0s im to0 sadd. d0n wan u all t0 see wadd happen t0 mii. s0rri t0 shiihuii n shanweii. c0s ii nv ans u all when u r callin mii. n thankks f0r c0ncernniin miie. ((: ii h0pee i can tryy my best to do thiings well, n h0ppe our vide0 cann g0 smo0thlyy n steaddyy ya. s0 lets tryy 0ur best iin d0iin iit! ((: iim stressed n0wadaes. im w0rried f0r s0 manii thiings. w0rried b0ut acc0untiin c0mmon testt. w0rried b0ut business c0mmon testt. w0rried f0r e upc0miin testt f0r 0fficee appliicati0ns. ii realli cant takee iit. s0 manni testt. ii n0e i will suree faiil. butt i cantt d0 anyythiing. )): yy m ii s0 useless. cant d0 thiings pr0perlyy myselff. alwaess niid ppl t0 w0rry f0r miie. ii realli h0pe i can d0 thiings well. n w0nt have misstakes. t0dae ended schh at 1o pluss. c0s mr n0rman hav s0methiin onn. denn i wentt hme as my mo0d iis n0t verii gd. slept, n feel muchh m0re betta. at least when ii was slpiin, i w0nt thiink t0 muchh. relaxx bahs. will sh0w u all e picx ii to0k recentlyy. take care guyss. gtg. h0pe tml will b a betta dae f0r mii. n ya. s0rii shiihuii. f0r spoilliin ur daee.. im s0 guilty. )):
happi biirthdae shiihuii! cl0se upp.. a sliice 0f cakke.. wadd i ate yestt... >.< myy fav0uriite chawaa mushii.. ^^Y myy fav0uritte bandungg to0!
l0ve mE..5:19 AM
.Friday, July 27, 2007 Y
i feel d0wn. verii d0wnn.
ii cantt d0 thiings well. manii things jus happen nowadaes. even if its not my pr0blem. )): im kinda pissed off. dunn0 wadd to doo. heardd tat BzF will get a "C". im so pissedd off. sorii fifi, jessie, aiin n jeffery. its all my faultt. i nv mem0riise e scriipt pr0perlyy. ii cause u all to get a "C". iim guiltyy n sadd. disapp0intedd to0. wad cann i do. i wanna red0 e r0leplayy. but. jessie w0rkiin. jefferyy quiitiin schh bahhs. haiis. all myy faullt. im wr0ngg. i cantt blamee onn otherss. but on myyselff. im realli useless. cant d0 anythiing rite. tiis m0rnin als0 f0rgett s0methiin. im realli s0o0ooo badd. s0 sadd. s0 guiltyy. im s0 s0rii guyys. a "C"? im preparedd bahhs. acc0untiin n0 h0pee. BzF c0nfiirm n0 h0pee. oFa sUree n0 h0ppe. all faiil bahhs. cant pass i als0 cant d0 anythiin. haiis. iin schh n0w. lata back hme p0stt again bahhs. )):
l0ve mE..9:55 AM
.Wednesday, July 25, 2007 Y
yestErdaee n t0daee... ^^V
hii all~g0nna uppdatee quite a l0t w0r. haas. l0tsaa pic f0r u to see~
yestterdaee [[24.o7.o7]]
endedd schh at 1115 as mdm lim is g0iin f0r c0ursee.. schh endd den mi, shiihuii, kayy, mushhro0m, shanweii n feliciia.. g0 j8 eatt "lunchh". we ate y0shiinoyaa.. eatt ha0o ler dey go changee as dey nid t0 do pr0jectt. after tat g0 p0pularr buy their pr0jectt staffs. ((: den i saw a TRUE SINGAPORE GHIST STORY BOOK 16!! i wann buyy! but havenn read 15 yett.. kayy sae wan buyy 16!! den i sae i also wan.. so i tell my sis.. but saw that dere is n0 bo0k 15.. den call kayy buuy bo0k 15.. den i buyy 16.. can b0rrow eachh otheer.. wahaha.. my sis b0ughtt it ler! ((: den after buyyin theirr staffs, dey went back t0 sch to startt theiir pr0jectts.. den i went hme.. haas.. sh0w u ee piic i to0k yestt.. (:
mii n la0po de lunchh~ myy lunchhh.. eatt bao0bao0 lerr.. stuuck! mushhro0m de vege kiid~ =x ?.? wadd thinggy missinn?? uglyy mii.. mii n kayy.. waitt.. wadd we doiin?? xD twiis twiis ^^V huii.. ur eye cl0see ler.. xD twiis ^^Y i l0ve tiis piic! intro0 to u thatt tiis is 0urr baoba0.. =x kayy n miie again! mii n kayyyy..~~ farfarr~ mii s0 fatt.. s0bb.. myy preci0uss fren! ^^Y lo0k l0ok! myy la0po s0 cutte~ xD PUII!! xD
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ha0o dee.. ((: n0w saee b0utt todae.. t0daee slpp till b0ut g0inn t0 9am.. haas.. c0s sch startedd at 1015am mahh.. xD bathe ha0 ler met shiihui, shanweii, kayy n jessie at macc.. ate mac.. eat hao ler go sch lo.. todae verii tiiredd.. c0s slpt quitee late. play audii! oh ya! i g0t back my lappy lerr! s0 happi.. wahaha.. ((: t0dae afterr sch went j8 walk walk.. den g0t c fo0d fairr.. cannot c0ntrol uh! EAT! LOL. eatt so0o0o manii.. spentt $7.5o onn fo0d! sobbs.. diie ler tiis tiime suree fatt ler.. =X haaas.. sh0w u wadd i eatt.. eat hao ler.. g0 back hme l0.. den n0w bl0ggin.. haas.. bl0g ha0 ler i wanna g0 audi ler! ((:
myy lunchh t0daee~ sharkk finn s0upp! yummyy! fiinishh lerr.. =X jappan piizza! ((: cakke! $2.5o 0nii!! xD its nice lo! yummy~
ell0 all~ xD i enj0yedd my birthdaee~ realli! haas.. t0dae is e 2oth~ yest after schh, rushedd backk h0mee.. preparedd denn g0 0utt.. l0ls.. g0nna sUrprisee.. cannt tell~ l0ls. haas.. ate fiish n c0.. fiirstt tiime eatiin deree.. ate pastaa~ l0ls.. delici0us.. :D aniwae, watchedd m0vie~ vacancyy.. quitee niice lahhs.. but h0r.. ENDING verii lame~ faint.. i realli enj0yedd my dae 0utt wiid "u".. l0ls.. sittedd bike! s0 shi0k!! 1st time sittin bikee.. but quite c0ld.. but fun~! happi happi.. frens~ i wanna tell u all~ I LOVE EUU ALL! thanks f0r everythiing.. n thankss f0r ya present to0, all my fwenss~! i've taken piics~ enj0yy viewiin! muackiies! oh ya! f0rg0t.. wed nite went k b0x at marinna squaree wiid cinddy n sis! BUFFET+KARAOKAE l0ls.. e fo0d dere is supper niice! i ate al0t.. diie.. FAT ler.. LOL! :D ate ice cream to0~ wahahas.. enj0yedd e dae g0iin ouut wiid cindyy to0! xD
mUshhro0m n miie~ ch0c0latte jacc gavve mii~ wo0h0o.. delici0uus~ deliicii0uss s0upp.. k b0x wiid ciindyy n sis~! wheE! hpp~ preseent i receiveed s0 far~ :D bo0!
l0ve mE..9:50 AM
.Sunday, July 15, 2007 Y
backk!
haas. jus n0w posted 1 entry lers. n0w one more lo. haas. ((: mm. jus now after OA lesson, g0rt SW less0n. damn tired siia. r0und 2 r0unds n teacher timed uus. siians. den teacher promised us t0 hab oni 1 hour of SW.. cos usualli g0rt 2 hours of Sw mahs. haas.. mm.. ate fried fish bee ho0n jus n0w. n drank peach tea.. its delici0us man! =x] haas. b0red. birthdae c0min ler.. s0 happi. lols. i've taken pic t0 let u all see wad i eaten jus n0w. haas. will p0st if i'm free again.. cya! stay happi all~ ((:
mii n intann~ fo0d~ hungry? ((: mi n shiihuuii~ :)) wad i eat t0dae!! =x w0w... s0 manii~ :x
l0ve mE..11:42 PM
. Y
hii all~ im backk.. ((:
hees. hii all~ im backk. n0wadaes feel happi, surprise n t0uched! ((: happi n surprise c0s.. my classmatess are s0 swt! celebrated advance bdae wif mii! i nv realise they w0uld gib mii a surprise.. shihui, jessie, mushro0m, fifi, shanwei n kay gave mi such a big surprise! they b0ught mi a cake.. den mushro0m gave mi my fav bag fr0m 0p! ((: s0 ex loh.. n im als0 t0uched.. n0 one gib mi such a surprise b4 lehhs.. im s0 happi.. den, next dae, s0mething happen n im t0uched to0. cant sae. tats my secret! bleahs. mayb oni someonee n0e.. haas. im in sch. less0n time. wahaha. i bad h0rx. nv listen. actualli, teacher nc teach at all! =X k lahs. will update so0n. cya!
my cakee n mii! cake cake! my fav cake.. haas. surprise by all my classmates! ((:
l0ve mE..5:25 PM
.Monday, July 09, 2007 Y
s0rii.. ^^
hii all.. i'm so sorii.. c0s of my ROTTEN bloggie.. haas.. c0mp spoilt biut 2 month plus ler.. now in sch slackin.. s0 update.. haas.. mm. nowadaes make mi feel sad n down.. cos im changing... lots n lots.. i d0n wish to de.. but.. i simply cant control myself! nowadaes i drink, went pub. i continued drinkin 4 daes. cos something happen to mi, things troubled mi, make mi sad n disappointed. haas. of cos no one noes. hard to tell a fren. cos true fren hard to find. realli hard to find. nwadaes i realli realise i did things wrongly alwaes. but wad can i do? frens hard to find. true frens harder to find.. haas. yest sch jus reopened. wanna do well in studies.. wanna pass my common test for accountin.. cos accountin common test is on my BIRTHDAE! wa.. so suay... got BzF test den still got accountin common test... faint.. sch re open mus b busy liao ler.. I CAN PASS MY COMMON TEST! I CAN DO IT!! haha.. aniwae.. nothing much to sae ler.. will update soon bahs. if i get back my lappie. spoilt for so mani months but jie nv go repaiir! sobs.. i miss my audition... haas... k la.. gtg.. do work ler.. cya so0n! muackies all~
l0ve mE..8:49 PM
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