.Sunday, September 24, 2006 Y
i aM n0rt a g0od persOn.i am useless. everything nid my parents money. i don care n i hack care. i no money dey wont care.i diee also dey wont cry.i noe i am useless good for nothing. she alwaes sae wan diediedie.i thiink she haven die i die 1st uhh.i am tired of living here. i wanna go out.lata i go central wid sharon. don wanna stay at hme. don wanna c her face. don wanna spend her money. goiin bathe ler.. lata den post again.
l0ve mE..12:31 PM
. Y
baD daEe..
tOdaee siians. nv gO outt. staY at hmee.
nOw is 12.36am. todaee onli ate maggie.
den nv eat animOre leR..
don feel like eating.
but i also dont feel hungry.
jus now pei my mama go wattch opera.
after watchiin when walkiin to e bus stop.
i suddenlyy feel i have a headache.
den now, BAD HEADACHE.
paiin siaa.
nv takee ani med.
don wanna take any med.
cos i thiink tt a whiile okiee liaoss.
but now bad headache.
headache liao still hear my parents tok n tok. tok tok tok.
so loudd.
eyes closiin liaoos.
headache. paiin.
go rest liaoos.
nite everyone.
l0ve mE..12:42 AM
.Saturday, September 23, 2006 Y
s0 lonng sInce i lasT p0st.n0w holidaes le.. nth much to d0 at hmme. siians. i think i am suffeRin.. fromm a problem tt n0 one n0es.dunno wad happen to miie also. saww somethinn.. den i thiink tt i lose somethiin verii impt..n i regret it.. i have lose such a gd personn in my lyfe.. n n0w e pers0n have happiness. n i am happi for tt personn. wish e person realli found e true love.being in a reltionship is sweet, but pain when u end. u noe?i am sufferin from my family..my frens. my studdies. who noes?no one noes. n no one will und miie.i think i alreadt found my true lubb.but he's now gone. disappear ler..i dunno y should i still cry.. i cant cry.. i cant! i nv trasure.. i didnt.. n i regret.. haiis. post till here.bye
i amm smilin outttside.. cryingg insidee.
l0ve mE..2:07 PM
.Sunday, September 17, 2006 Y
hais. common test. uHh!!!!haiis.. common test!!!! haii.. nid to rem sooooooooo mani things..cant cope.. don think i can do well.. i wan go higher nitec.. though its stress..but i wanna at least get an diploma cert..haiis.. if cant den i study private...ite ex.. but if i got no enough money..i will work.. i wanna pay for myself..i don wanna care anything.. jus wanna focus on my study.. haiis.. my family..my mum is always toking craps..always tok at hme.. cant study..summore.. i quarrel wid her..i don wanna count on her animore..she makes mi think i am veri useless.. say my sis is how gd how gd..den mi leh.. she said b4..'if now u're a baby, i will strangle u to death'haiis.. think i am realli useless lahs..no money for her den lyk tt say..she wan mi die..cos i am useless...my sis is e best.. my mum always praise her..but not mi..haiis.. don wanna thinkk..todae derek call mi go bbq..i say cant cos i got test..n also bcos of 1 thing..don say.. say ler i will sad.. haiis. todae go study wid jun.. den till 5 plus go play pool.cos i think i cant study ler.. brain burst..yest went out wid sharon.i left her comb wid her.. lol..wen i go her hme, her mama cook e new dish for mi..ask mi nice not.. cos she 1st time cook.. ppl teach her de.. hmm.. seriously.. e food veri nice..hees.. k lahs.. don wanna tink of unhappi things.. stop here ler..show u some pic..
wad she eatting?????
wad i eating den??
l0ve mE..11:08 PM
.Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y
sIans. sIans. sIans.haiis. nw in sch.. postin. hahas. free horx.haiis. think i am veri 'shi bai' leh.. haiis. ppl hate mi so much..dunno who lahs.. jus hab a feeling. family? frens? dunno. haiis.jus hab a strange feelin. si bei sians. haiis.hope i can pull through for a few more months.den i wont worry bout anything animore. haiis. holidae comin mus go back work..earn money..if not no $$ to spend..i was thinkin my attitude realli let ppl hate mi so much.dunno lahs. dun wanna think n don wanna care. think liao will sad de. n i will think i veri 'shi bai' being a fren.betta don think.
l0ve mE..9:52 AM
.Monday, September 11, 2006 Y
nO moOd.
tOdae woke up early in e morning.
go sch.
studyy studyy n studyy.
not enough slp.
thiink my attitude still didnt change.
i think everyone do hate mii.
i was thinkin ' wo shi bu shi han ling ren tau yan'.
hahas.
think i am bahs.
after sch go korkor house.
fiind my sis.
take money n bag she brought for mi.
den go home ler.
slp slp slp.
slp for 2 hour plus.
den woke up.
eat ler. pei papa n mama go watch opera.
den come back.
bathe den onlinee.
hahas. i alwaes think i am veri 'shi bai'.
maybb i am realli not perfect for everione bahs.
hahas.
k. stop here.
l0ve mE..12:09 AM
.Saturday, September 09, 2006 Y
soli!!! lazY t0 uPdate!!!erM.. s0li.. n0 tiime to uPdate blogg.. hee. tOdae wEnt oUtt wif jUn n hEr bF.. hAha. g0 arCade plAyy gaMe. dEn heR bf saE waN wattch moviie!cOs.. i aCtuaLli waN waTch m0viie! cOs i tOt hEr bF dOn wAn waTCh..hAaha. so happi..bUt.. diiaox.. wE waTch 'SingaPorE dReaMs'quIte okayy l0h f0r miie.. bUt jUn saE n0t niice.. i choosE wroNg mOviie agAin.. haiis. bUt i enjOyy loh.. n aLso b e 'ligHt bUlb' e whOle daEe..wOw. haHa. hOpe dEy dOn miind. hAha..i wANna waTch 'liTtle maN' leH..dUnNo niice n0rt.. t0t tml waN gO sEe.. hAha.. sEe if jUn n heR bf waN gO n0rt Loh.. hAha.. eNd heRe leR.. sEeya! hMm.. yeA hor.. i sO longg nv poSt leH..hAha.. bB..waIt!! shOw u sUm piC firSt..
hAha.. niice maHs?? tOok neAr e 'dUriaN' bIldiin'
hAha.. n e uGly piic i toOk tOdaE..
l0ve mE..8:55 PM
.Saturday, September 02, 2006 Y
aLwaes s0o sIans..
hMm.. t0dae.. so siian.. thiink todaee whole daee stayy at hmme..
haii.. nowadaes got thiing happen t0 m0ii m0ther..
haii.. she fell d0wn.. den e boss don let her work..
call herr stayy at hme till 8 of sept..
got gib her e boss tel no.
but.. guess wad.. haii..
e hp OFF!! call so mani tiimes also like tt..
den i dunno wad to do.. den go out wid my fren loh..
den my mum alwayys say i go ouut with a guy..
i go outt wif my ite frenn say i go outt wif a guy..
wth l0h.. haii.. wadeva she say..
she jus don believe miie..
no one believe mii..
i wanna go ouut!
or even stayy outsiide!
i don wanna come backk!!
haii..
hMm.. yesT saW jUn dE steAd..
haHa.. hE is quIte fUnnY..
hE saE hE duNno plAy po0l..
dEn i saY caLl uR gF teAch eUu l0h..
LolS..
plaY po0l.. haVe a fUn tiime wiid dEm..
aLth0ugh i thiink i amm a LIGHT BULB..
but she alsoo goot peii mii when i habb bf..
i thank her..
hMm.. k Lahs.. stop hEre leR.. taKe caRe gUys!
uGlyy m0ii iss aLwaEss dErre..
miie n jiialing..
miie n sharron..
l0ve mE..12:27 PM
