a verii tongg kuu daee f0rr mii..

t0dae.. i cant takee it anim0ree..
i cried till my eye damn paiin..
t0dae.. i feel..
"w0 yii diian shii qiing ye zuo bu ha0"
i am useless..
g0n et0 nyp tiis m0rning..
walk a r0und e wh0le nyp..
mi n shar0n goo..
t0ur ar0und..
den after t0ur f0r b0utt 1 0r 2 h0ur pluss..
we g0 see perf0rmance ler..
den HE sae he tummy pain.. wan g0 t0ilet..
call mi when dere iss m0re perf0rmancee..
muz rem help him vide0..
s0 he pass mi e digital cam..
butt.. mi n sharonn went to exhibition hall..
cant realli hear e perf0rmancee..
COS TOO NOISY!!!
HE called.. but i cant hearr..
den he came in angrily n snatch e cam fr0m mii..
cos he is too angryy..
den u noe wad he said to make mi feel damn useless n damn sad..
"JIAO NI ZUO YI DIAN XIAO SHI DOU ZUO BU HAO"
i was likee..
sad.. useless.. hate myself..
like tt nvm..
den guess wad he doo..
he IGNORE mi like he dunno mi like tt..
jus walkk away..
den finally..
i cant find him..
n sharon is like... damn angry..
cos she got no time to shop for her shoes..
i was like..
"ZUO YOU WEI NAN"
both parties make mi sad n sad n sad..
it like i pissed dem off..
n she told mi..
u wait for him here loh..
i go back liao..
DEN I WAS ALONE..
LIKE AN IDIOT..
STANDING N WAITING FOR HIS APPEARANCE..
CALLED HIMM..
NO ANS..
MSG..
NO REPLY..
i feel like breaking down n cry..
i feel tat i cant take it animoree..
but.. dere is too mani ppl around..
cant find himm..
so i walk n at e same time..
cried.. n look around to search for him..
n also called his hp at e same time..
finally.. he ans when i reached mrt..
he den come n find mii..
called mi to gib him back his keys n wadeva..
cos its in my bag..
scare tt i will destroy it..
he den said again..
call u to do things also cant do it properly..
i put things wid myself betta..
i was like..
cry.. he den ignored mi again n walk to mrt..
went up e escalator..
nv even tok a word..
n i nid to sae sori to him..
i noe its my fault..
i sae sori ler..
he jus ignored..
den inside e mrt..
i said sorri again..
he shouted..
"YA LA! DON B NOISY LA!"
den dunno y i kept quiet.. its like..
all ppl lookin at mii..
i realli feel like break down..
nid his shoulder.. but he jus don und..
n even he saw mi cried..
he treat it like nth at all..
he den walked to amk hub...
ask him things..
don ans mii..
he walked..
i followed..
he walked..
i followed..
he walked..
i followed..
wearing e heal shoe.. my leg got lotsa blisters..
n like got water inside de wounds..
i continued followed..
now my feet is FULL of blisterss..
followed to my house..
he was wanna send mi hme..
i sae.. y u come my house downstairs..
he sae.. "i pei u walkk all around amk..
now send u hme.. byebye.."
i sae.. don like tt can.. pls..
he saes.. "u did wrong n dare to ans mi backk.."
den he saes.. "laii"
i continued followed.. to his house..
reached his house ler..
he den open his mouth n tok..
"GO WASH UR FACE"
" GO BATHE"
i followed wad he said..
i cried even i m having shower..
i bathe hao ler..
go in his room..
he den hugged mi n sae..
"U DID WRONG N WANNA ANS MI BACK"
i don dare to sae anyting..
if not he will angry again...
he asked.. y u nv tok..
i sae..
i tok ler will make u angry again...
he sae.. "NI BU GUAI"
i sae.. ya..
i don dare to tok to him..
jus wan him to tok to mi..
spend ler sometime at his house..
lyn msged mi saes wan her nail polish..
den i go mid her n i also help HIM buy dinner..
with my leg full of blisters..
i go mis lyn..
gave her ler.. she pei mi go buy dinner..
but as i was walking..
i dunno wad happen to mii..
almost fallin down 2 times..
luckily lyn grab onto my hand for 2 times..
if not i sure fall down..
thanks lyn..
buy hao dinner ler go back his house..
he eat.. i play game..
den a while after its time for mi to go hme..
den he send mi hme..
think tts all for todae..
no pics to update..
no mood..
tc guys.. buaii..
l0ve mE..3:29 AM

haiis.. i don thiink so bahhs..
mayb u thiink i m a bit to0 muchh..
pareents love mi?
hatte mi denn c0rrectt..
n9rmally whenn i w0rkk...
i g0t n0 timee to spend f0r myself..
t0 shopp.. even to window shopp..
playy pool.. all thiis..
cant dey jus understannd miie?
whenn i havv my off dae..
i jus wanna enjoyy bitt f0r myselff..
cantt i jus do tt?
d0 u all still treatt mi as ur daughter?
t0daee.. met sharoon n sitii f0r lunch..
den pei dem go j8..
den came back..
as dey are w0rkiin..
so i came backk...
ar0und 4 pluss..
till 8 pluss..
fang jioo mi g0 her h0use dere de pasa malam...
den i sae 0kay..
when i onn e wayy to fang h0use deree..
honeyy calledd mii..
sae he walkkin backk..
den i sae okay den.. i midd u..
den i toldd fang n sher tt i nid to go afterr ser how come..
den lyn also cominn..
hais..
LYN! s0ri s0rii..
l0tsaa s0riii...
i noe i g0t bf den nv peii u all..
f0rgibb miie!
c0s i seld0mm hab timee widd hiim..
millionns 0f s0riii!
DUI BU QIIII!!
den mid ler himm.. g0 buy thinng..
den headed t0 hiis h0usee..
take backk my thiing..
denn n0t long afterr he sendd mi home..
den whenn i reachhed hmme..
guess wadd myy dadd t0ld mii..
he said: "ur mUm l0cked e d0or.. but i open it f0r u ler.."
i was likee..
firstt thing camme to my miind..
d0 u still treat mi as ur daughter..
wanna l0ck mi 0utsidee..
d0n wan mi t0 stayy at hmme just sae..
haiis.. at times i thinkk.. wad u still treat mi as?
nid my helpp..
t0k veri politee..
d0n nidd mii..
sh0ut n screamm!
can even l0ck mi 0utsidde!
tiis kindaa m0ther every0ne hab mahs?
n0! 0nli miie! my MUM!
last timw when i was a kidd u did tt to mii to0!
i can und..
c0s i small.. d0n und anythingg..
but n0w!
u stiLl treat mii e same as bef0re!
cant i enj0y when i d0n hab w0rk?
CAN?!!?????!
tml w0rk.. d0n wanna t0k too much ler..
everytime w0rk..
its sc0ldiin tiime..
haiis.. d0n sae ler..
will p0st again.. tc guys..
thiink 0ni lyn read my bl0g..
n n0t 0ther ppl.. n0t a single 0ne..
thanks LYN!

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l0ve mE..12:24 AM

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l0ve mE..2:35 AM

w0w.. sOrri!!

eLlo.. haiis.. s0ri w0r..
l0ng tiime n0 updatte c0sss...
1ST m0dem sp0ilt..
2ND ref0rmat.. NO SOUND!!!
haiis.. den till n0w..
den n0 pr0blem..
butt... c0mp laGgGgggg...
mm.. n0wadaes busii wiid w0rkiin..
at BATA [BUY AND THROW AWAY]
LOL!!
haiis.. c0s of 1 perssoon laahhh!
but i think iss i stupidd bahs..
but anywayy..
can earn bit of moneyy..
save lohh..
den n0wadaes.. 1 week plus nv midd hiim ler..
cos he busyy widd schh pr0jectts..
denn todae he wentt to c0mpetiti0n..
hiss micr0 m0usee l0se at e c0mpetiti0n..
but.. overaLl..
NYP WON E MICROMOUSE COMPETITION!!
hahas.. den his mo0d quitte okayy..
sae tmll wan midd mi send mi go w0rk..
actualli wan midd mi dee..
but to0 bad i w0rkin..
i verii happi whenn he smsed mii..
c0s he seld0m did tt.. c0s maybb he busyy bahhs..
but todaee when he msged i realli verii happi..
t0dae tiredd.. went w0rk..
legg veri paiin..
scratchhedd m0ii legg..
manii scratchess ler..
hahas.. cantt wear sh0rts.. LOL..
juxx n0w afterr w0rk..
my sis waiting f0r mi 0utsiide bata..
i dunno lea..
c0s she wanna gib mii back e lapt0p..
den she bring mi g0 eatt my "dinnerr"..
"dinner" cos.. my dinner is at 10 plus..
hahas.. so latte eatt will fatt de..
hahas.. den after tt..
br0ught my c0mp backk hmee..
denn after i bathee.. den c0me onlinee ler..
changedd my c b0x.. hahas..
all thanks t0 lyn!
=) thankss!
mm.. n0wadaes w0rkkin..
will st0p w0rkinn duriin marcch bahhs..
c0s i cantt take itt ler..
veri veri xin kuu..
climbb up n d0wn..
jus n0w alm0st g0iin t0 spraiin my waistt..
legg damn paiin!
verii suan..
aniwaee.. i thiink..
apr my schh g0iin t0 start s0on..
wanna studii hardd..
gett gdd resultt..
have a gd futuree..
juz n0w to0k picc wid shar0n..
in BATA UNIFORM!!
diaoo.. hahas.. wiish eachh daee
will b m0re happi f0r u aLl!
jiay0u n stayy cheerfUl everii0nee!
l0ve mE..2:29 AM

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