t0dae.. i cant takee it anim0ree.. i cried till my eye damn paiin.. t0dae.. i feel.. "w0 yii diian shii qiing ye zuo bu ha0" i am useless.. g0n et0 nyp tiis m0rning.. walk a r0und e wh0le nyp.. mi n shar0n goo.. t0ur ar0und.. den after t0ur f0r b0utt 1 0r 2 h0ur pluss.. we g0 see perf0rmance ler.. den HE sae he tummy pain.. wan g0 t0ilet.. call mi when dere iss m0re perf0rmancee.. muz rem help him vide0.. s0 he pass mi e digital cam.. butt.. mi n sharonn went to exhibition hall.. cant realli hear e perf0rmancee.. COS TOO NOISY!!! HE called.. but i cant hearr.. den he came in angrily n snatch e cam fr0m mii.. cos he is too angryy.. den u noe wad he said to make mi feel damn useless n damn sad.. "JIAO NI ZUO YI DIAN XIAO SHI DOU ZUO BU HAO" i was likee.. sad.. useless.. hate myself.. like tt nvm.. den guess wad he doo.. he IGNORE mi like he dunno mi like tt.. jus walkk away.. den finally.. i cant find him.. n sharon is like... damn angry.. cos she got no time to shop for her shoes.. i was like.. "ZUO YOU WEI NAN" both parties make mi sad n sad n sad.. it like i pissed dem off.. n she told mi.. u wait for him here loh.. i go back liao.. DEN I WAS ALONE.. LIKE AN IDIOT.. STANDING N WAITING FOR HIS APPEARANCE.. CALLED HIMM.. NO ANS.. MSG.. NO REPLY.. i feel like breaking down n cry.. i feel tat i cant take it animoree.. but.. dere is too mani ppl around.. cant find himm.. so i walk n at e same time.. cried.. n look around to search for him.. n also called his hp at e same time.. finally.. he ans when i reached mrt.. he den come n find mii.. called mi to gib him back his keys n wadeva.. cos its in my bag.. scare tt i will destroy it.. he den said again.. call u to do things also cant do it properly.. i put things wid myself betta.. i was like.. cry.. he den ignored mi again n walk to mrt.. went up e escalator.. nv even tok a word.. n i nid to sae sori to him.. i noe its my fault.. i sae sori ler.. he jus ignored.. den inside e mrt.. i said sorri again.. he shouted.. "YA LA! DON B NOISY LA!" den dunno y i kept quiet.. its like.. all ppl lookin at mii.. i realli feel like break down.. nid his shoulder.. but he jus don und.. n even he saw mi cried.. he treat it like nth at all.. he den walked to amk hub... ask him things.. don ans mii.. he walked.. i followed.. he walked.. i followed.. he walked.. i followed.. wearing e heal shoe.. my leg got lotsa blisters.. n like got water inside de wounds.. i continued followed.. now my feet is FULL of blisterss.. followed to my house.. he was wanna send mi hme.. i sae.. y u come my house downstairs.. he sae.. "i pei u walkk all around amk.. now send u hme.. byebye.." i sae.. don like tt can.. pls.. he saes.. "u did wrong n dare to ans mi backk.." den he saes.. "laii" i continued followed.. to his house.. reached his house ler.. he den open his mouth n tok.. "GO WASH UR FACE" " GO BATHE" i followed wad he said.. i cried even i m having shower.. i bathe hao ler.. go in his room.. he den hugged mi n sae.. "U DID WRONG N WANNA ANS MI BACK" i don dare to sae anyting.. if not he will angry again... he asked.. y u nv tok.. i sae.. i tok ler will make u angry again... he sae.. "NI BU GUAI" i sae.. ya.. i don dare to tok to him.. jus wan him to tok to mi.. spend ler sometime at his house.. lyn msged mi saes wan her nail polish.. den i go mid her n i also help HIM buy dinner.. with my leg full of blisters.. i go mis lyn.. gave her ler.. she pei mi go buy dinner.. but as i was walking.. i dunno wad happen to mii.. almost fallin down 2 times.. luckily lyn grab onto my hand for 2 times.. if not i sure fall down.. thanks lyn.. buy hao dinner ler go back his house.. he eat.. i play game.. den a while after its time for mi to go hme.. den he send mi hme.. think tts all for todae.. no pics to update.. no mood.. tc guys.. buaii..
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