.Friday, February 16, 2007 Y
harrd t0 b a pers0n in reall life?is it realli hardd?i noe every time i postt i alwaes saee e same thiing..but i just wanna ask..am i alwaes e personn to make ppl angryy?i feel tat it iss..i am a tr0uble maker..a nuisance..a bitch..do tiss.. do tat...i alwaes make e wroong mistakee...den otherr ppl will alwaess sc0ld mii..but n0t teachh mi..alth0ugh i m neww..screamm n sh0utt it all at mii..g0t ppl ask mii..wad did i learnn fr0m bata?i sae.. just n0e where e sh0ee is..n learn wad?sc0lding? screamingg?sh0utinng?at timees i realli cant take it.. not onii tiis..n i realise tt..when i am tokin, i will dere to make ppl angry..i tell myselff.. n0t t0 t0kk t0o muchh.. s0 i w0nt make ppl angry n feel reall irritatiing..i g0t problemms cann tok t0 wh0?whoo can i trustt?whoo realli n0es h0w i feel?n0t a singlle 0nee but mii..onii mii..he is angry wid mi..wad can i do but t0 cry?but to hate myself f0r being s0 irritating?but t0 let him f0rgive mi?i d0n wiish t0 t0k anym0re..i w0uld ratherr b a quiet pers0n in my lyfe..i tell myself..d0n t0k s0 much crapss..ppl.. i n0e myy p0stt its a bitt b0red..but.. e reason i have a bl0g is t0 writee wadd i d0..h0w i feel..when i g0t n0 0ne t0 t0k t0,i will writee it here.. i d0n wan ma fan t0k t0 ppl..ppl miight thiink i amm reall irritatingg.. okayy.. stop here ler.. will p0st 0therr timee..
l0ve mE..1:17 AM
.Sunday, February 11, 2007 Y
wThh...wThh!! just n0w typee p0st den all l0st man..s0bbx.. re typee bahhs...hahas.. mm.. t0dae g0t badddd tUmmy aChe.. w0ke upp b0ut 11 plus bahhs..den g0 t0ilet..2 timess sia..my tummy cant tahan e fan de..den t0dae damnn.. BORING!t0dae siti calledd mii..i ask her whetherr she feel betta liao mahh..c0s she siick..den still g0 w0rk..u n0e wad..t0dae..wh0le daee i am findinn ppl t0 peii mi g0 0utt!stayy at hme wh0le daee till 6 pluss.. den lyn called..c0s bef0re tt i called her mahh..den finally g0t ppl peii mi g0 walkk walkk..s0 happi..wee mid ler we g0 settlee 0ur dinner 1st..we ate stingryy.. dunn0 i spell c0rrect n0t..waitedd s0o0o0o longgg..c0s fam0us mahh.. den wait wait..we t0k while we waitt..finally..0ur f0od came!!eat ler..den we decidee t0 g0 buyy bubble tea..c0s t0 spicyy ler..den after tt we g0 shopp shopp n shopp..den we suddenly interestedd in make upp stuffs..s0 discuss n t0kt0k..hahas.. den we g0 amk hubb.. we g0 dere walk walk..i b0ught 1 clip.. lyn als0 b0ught onee..den we walk finiish lia0x..its time f0r mi t0 g0 hme.. hahas..den lyn n mii wentt backk hmme..i came backk.. tummy achee again!!bleahh... den so0n after c0me 0nlinee lerr.. hahas.. kk.. nth t0 updatte ler..mm.. btw..lyn! thanks h0r..teachh mi h0w t0 l0ad phot0s insidee herre..hahas.. enj0y l0okinn at e piccs! tc gUys!!bUaii!
niice??
amk centrall..
wee at k b0xx..
thankss t0 huii.. nice?
fwennx..
e 0utc0mee..
l0ve mE..2:03 AM
.Saturday, February 10, 2007 Y
haiiix...n0wadaes busy wiid w0rkk..d0ne wadd i als0 dunn0..c0s i n0wadaess verii blurr.. t0daee i s0 sadd.. justt bc0s of onee sentence.. "i warn u again.. its veri impt for mi nxt week.."i cried.. brokeed0wn n cryy..yestt.. afterr w0rk.. lyn sher..pei mi g0 eat dinner..n0t eatinn at mos cos we lining up for e dunno wad thingy..its not mi aniwae..mm.. but.. so suayy...after 12am den can g0 back..s0 we decided t0 g0 back m0s n eatt..den afterr pei dem ler..i g0 back hmme..of cos sher n lyn got sendd mi to buss sto0p..its wwas soo dark while i was walkiin hmee..t0dae.. m0rning cindyy msgedd mii..ask mi f0r breakfastt..den i agreed..g0 j8..scare lyn n sher haven eat 0r drinkk..s0 buy drinkks f0r dem..den after peii cindyy ler..i g0 backk cahnge t0 my unif0rm..den wentt w0rk..guess wad?!ACTUALLI I D0N NID T0 W0RK T0DAE N TML..DIAOOOOOO...but e schdule she gibb mii g0t sae i sat n sun w0rkin lea... wThh...den nvm... w0rk t0dae l0h..till 9pm.. fr0m 4pm..i was like.. DAMN TIRED LOH..e ppl dere is supEr DamN veRy ManI ppl!!"ren shan ren haii"lucky n0 nid w0rk tml..if n0t i sUre diie..legg still paiin n0w.. feel like g0iin t0 beach tmll..sh0ut 0ut all myy unhappinEss..haiix..but every0nee w0rkin..stUdiin..n0 onee peii mii..s0bb..okk.. p0st till here.. tml c0ntinuee bahhs..tc guyys.. buaii..tired ler..wanna g0 0rh 0rh ler.. n 0h ya..he just msged mii says.."sori bao bei, i under stress..."den i was likee..happi.. c0s he was like.. s0 long nv called mii bao bei..i f0rgive hiim..s0 am i veri s0ft hearted?u tell mii.. or am i veri bad?tagg n tell mi b0ut itt..0kiies.. i g0 bed ler.. tC guys..mUackks..
l0ve mE..10:49 AM
.Thursday, February 08, 2007 Y
eRm.. s0wiie..elloxx.. todaee den updatee..ps uh.. haha.. nowadaes busyy wid work..den ppl not happi wid mi lohh..dunno la.. mayb its wrongg tt i promisedd her to w0rk..3 m0re weekss.. denn no nid w0rk anim0ree..haiix... tml [fri], satt, sunn n monn w0rkinn..so siian.. 1st tiime w0rk s0 mani daess at 1 time.. yestt i dreamt ab0ut s0me one siia..don sae le.. veri bad de dreamm..hahas.. mm... yest met siti.. after tat den mit jun..to0k ne0print..den todae mit lyn, fang n derek..dey play po0l..den g0 j8.. g0 take ne0print..but derek nv take ne0print..s0 he waitedd 0utsidee..after tt... times up ler..i go mit my sis.. for dinner..den g0 NTUC shop for new yr go0dies f0r my parents..c0s her bf wanted to buy for my parents..my sis bf de mum veri gd lea..n0e i like t0 eat pineapple tarts..den b0ught f0r mii lerr.. wa.. s0 gdgd..hahas.. buy things hao0 ler..den g0 back hme loh..watchh tv.. den called siti..tok b0ut w0rk.. haiix..she s0 po0r thing..t0dae alwaes g0t sc0lded..
thinkk tml i will also suffer.. haiix.. nid t0 suffer f0r 3 m0re weeks..den i am free!LOL... hahas.. aniwae..thanks uh lyn.. alwaes readiin my bl0ggie..n call mi t0 update also.. =xxxLOl... s0wie gal~ hahas.. i w0rk.. at 1st my sis sae.. 1st m0nth pay u cant spendd at all..2nd monthh de payy u cann.. ab0ut a bitt like tt...den n0w tell mi wadd.. cant sppend!!!WTH... haiix... wad she wan den let her d0 lohh..i als0 cant d0 anythingg..wad t0 d0 but t0 listen t0 her w0rds?haiix.. d0 as she saee loh..tats wad i cann d0..i sh0uld kip quiet to0..hahas..okiies..gtg ler..will update again..tc gUys.. bUaii!0h ya... t0dae... 8 feb 2o07...its mi n himm de 4th m0nth anii..hahas.. dunno wad to sae ler..bUaii!
l0ve mE..12:38 AM
