.Thursday, January 24, 2008 Y
hi all. sori fer late post. lookin past my lyfe,dere are mani mani problems we faced.wad problems?LOVE problems,STUDIES.i think of those times.e times that i realli din treasure.a very good person like you.so i regret,feel wad i do was wrong.if i would to und wad is goin on earlier,i would appreciate. ugh.im toking crap.ya. n its realli CRAP.i noe i did wrong, i nv complete ur projects on time,my presentation jus simply so SUCKS.jus oni when i entered e room,"XIUQING, CAN U PRESENT FIRST?""ERM NONONO. ITS PRESENT TODAY."i was like.. when i told him. "CHER. I HAVEN FINISH LEHS.""I TOT U WERE ABSENT YEST. SO I THINK WILL DRAG TILL FRIDAE."den wad he said."DON CRAP. DON CRAP.""URE SUPPOSED TO PRESENT TODAE."yes, i admit.but i jus cant finish.my presentation simply suck.ya.im obviously not prepared.ya.ure right.i don do well. 65/100.my marks realli sucks."i cant go on animore. i jus don feel like living.""im doin things so badly. so terribly.""my work, jus simply compared to anione else.""people alwaes do much more betta den me. n yet i cant do things betta."is a FREN realli so impt to me? why do i feel "THAT" way?long year since i have met e person long long time ago.we nv talked fer yrs? todae when e person talk to mi,im happi.i don feel emo.y do i feel that way?but when i jus heard e sentance u told her.ii nearly..BROKEDOWN.n _R_.fer wad decision u make, i will respect it.but wad i wanna let u know is.i still treat u as fren no matter wad.e past, im sori for wad im doing.to make u angry.i wish, if i could, make frens wid u,treat u as my best fren eva.i realli wish to.everyone does make mistakes.me too.u also.everybody make mistakes before.im not tell u to forgive me, but is e fact.but i will still,treat u as my fren.a fren i can talk to if i have ani problems.n of cos, u too."IF I DID SAE ANYTHING WRONG, DO FORGIVE ME.""I REALLI WISH TAT TIS SOME TRUE.""ALTHOUGH ITS IMPOSSIBLE BUT I NOE, I WOULD TREAT U AS MY FREN, EVEN IF U DON TREAT MI AS FREN. OR NOT EVEN A SINGLE THING."
l0ve mE..12:42 AM
.Friday, January 18, 2008 Y
now at bao de house.
cant load pictures.
sians. haven finish wid my presentation.
so much things to do.
test, presentations, exams.
how m i goin to cope wid it?
dan kor is down now.
make mi feel doen too.
dunno y.
reletionship realli makes a person hurts so much?
ppl whom u love does not love u?
ppl who love u but u doesnt like e person?
some reletionship is swt, n some is terrible.
why i sae so?
ii have gone through ler.
guys at first when dey start a rel wid u,
its so SWEET.
but when times goes by,
its less sweeter n less sweeter.
some jus wanna take advantage of u.
some jus treat u like nothing.
some don seem tat ure his gf.
but afterall, i realli don believe in guys anymore.
guys to mi NOW is jus NOTHING.
iim not offending e guys but jus wanna sae out e truth.
sori ya.
ii dun dare to think wads e future,
n i don wanna think.
i dunno which way to go.
which way is e betta road for mi to walk.
i don wish to sae anything,
i don wanna think.
i don wanna predict wad will happen nxt.
n i cant.
wad i wanna do now.
is to enjoy normally how i do.
iim not a popular girl whom ii can choose my true love.
iim ugly, stupid, fat.
u sae.
who is goin to choose mi?
lols.
as wad i told kor,
not to think too much.
mi also.
hhaas.
jus go on normal life as wad i do, wad im doin!
alright~ i should end here.
ppl out dere,
don think too much n lead a normal life!
:D
l0ve mE..7:19 PM
.Tuesday, January 15, 2008 Y
hi~ iim in sch~siian. accounts accounts n accounts. :(
l0ve mE..9:32 AM
.Tuesday, January 08, 2008 Y
jus readd bout myy past,myy previous post,my life,was kinda unhappi.cried all e way while i reading.memories are meant to be kept inside my <3>
life may be short or long,
before we do things.
alwaes think of future.
ii realise i did mani tat is not necessary
fer mi to do.
e happi post,
unhappi post,
makes mi feel hurt.
last time cos of e incident,
we stopped contact-ed each other.
n till now,
we are still doin e same.
jus cos of e small thing?
mayb we are not fated to be together.
mayb u don love mi animore.
so do i.
close to 1yr le.
we are still like tt.
god nv arrange us together foreva.
maybe we r not fated to be friends too.
now,
ii will think before i do things.
let me learn.
how to trutly love a person.
may i b happi for e rest of moii lyfe?
l0ve mE..1:37 AM
. Y
heyy ppl.sori ya,iim back.long time nv postt.busii wiid things.doinn projects.presentations n presentations.not even started wid my smokiin presentation.tml gonna do new york presentation.followed by b/f,den bc fianl project.kNOw smokingg.ended sch at 10 todae.sh go back hme 1st.den left wid mi n kay.we ate mos burger.chit chatting.walk-ed around in j8,bought 2 necklace.13 bucks.its exp.but I LOVE IT!:Dden went back hme.took lotsa pic when eatin nwhile in sch.hp spoil-ed.button all sot de.den borrowed 1 from sis.put inside my pocket, accidentaly go wash.inside e water fer 3 hours plus,den i realised my hp dead.hais.so sad n guilty.sorie jie.stupid me.do things stupid-ly alwaes.haa.met sis at 6plus,ate nasi lemak,3 bucks.sians.went to see hp.sis no money.so wait till april.sian now de hp so lan. mm. ii will show e pics when kay send mii tml.nth to blog ler. thanks fer viewing!:Daniwae, chang-ed blogskin.cute?wahaha.
l0ve mE..12:49 AM
