dunno wad e FUCK im doin. im alwaes slow in doing things. other ppl can be good in anything dey do. but i cant. i realised whatever things i do is alwaes so slow! i wanted to give up my studies. but afterall i tot, i've came to 2nd yr in higher nitec. i muz endure. but sometimes things i jus don understand and ask u. u will answer mi. yes. ure answering mi. but not in a very proper manner. its as if like ure realli so pro in tat subject. so u can talk to mi like so hao lian. i have try to understand. but till now i still don understand y u wanna treat mi like this. as if im a stupid person where no one can teach mi in my studies. i noe im a goner. but for e sake of my future, i wanna study hard. but sometimes not many things i can memorise into a STUPID HEAD of mine. i decided. i will not ask u animore questions. n sorry to have make u answer so many of my question. now u will be free. thats y todae im in super no energy mood n super BAD MOOD. i alwaes feel ppl looking down on mi cos im in ite. n while in ite, i nv did well for my 1st yr. i noe i will not get good grades for my 2nd yr too. im mentally prepared for e worst of my results. i cant do anything well as well as in sw lesson. at first, we skipped. n i sprained my both ankle. but a while later its okae ler. but. after jumping over e blue mat, i fell n hurt my leg. now both my leg is VERI VERI VERI SUPER painful. i cant walk down e stairs. cos i feel damn painful. n who is goin to care? not even my parents would care for mi. dey will onli care for my sis. wadeva my sis does, its alwaes correct. on e other side, im alwaes wrong. wad my parents go after is my sis money. dey wont care bout me but my sis n her money. my parents is so scared when my sis shouted dem to shut up. but if i were to tell dem not to talk, dey will still keep quarreling. cos y? MONEY. NO MONEY, NO RIGHT TO STOP THEM. i have no right to stop anything. im not a good daughter, sister n friend. but. im a goner.
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