hi. im here to blog again. hahas. todae have sch as normal. got back out costing CA paper. im so careless! got a question, i almost got full marks! ): im alwaes so careless. kay got nothing to do n she used my calculator n type yoketing n my name (:
[ps. i don wan to be so CARELESS again!]
i got 33.5/50 for my CA. 67%. at least i passed. (: i don wan to be careless animore~ :D
thinking of my past. i realise i have been through a lot. i learn to be strong.
one thing is friendship. my fren changed me a lot. thanks fren. (: in primary sch, im a hot tempered n 'xiao qi' gal. for oni a small problem, i will be very very angry. cos of my attitude, my frens don talk to me. n soon, i realise is my fault. cos my attitude is just so bad. finalli, i changed. n they are back with me again. (:
i still remember in pri 5 i think, a malay guy fall in love with me. i remembered i study in the afternoon. but me n him, meet at 6am behind the canteen everydae. we talked n laughed. but seriously we are not cpl. i dunno y. n during primary 5, i did a real huge mistake. my future is ruined by me. ):
primary 6, i was elected by mrs goh to be a prefect. she is a vei nice teacher. realli a veri nice teacher. n at e same time, our primary sch moved to ave 10. n of cos for me, a new sch, a new beginning. we merged with chong shan primary sch. as their sch is no long dere. from dere, i make a lot of frens. i have to do my duties every morning.. im in charge of a class called 6 hope. den i saw a guy. veri familiar. he is my sch mate in primary sch. hahas.
soon after, i graduated n went to deyi sec sch. my 1st yr sec sch. n its a old sch. den i realised e guy in my pri sch, he was also in deyi sec. beside my class. half yr later, we moved into the new deyi building.. nice! i think i fall in love with him. hahas. during sec 2, we get to know each other. he called me sometimes n we chat. soon after, we are in a relationship. after a week, he broke up with me. cos. its e 1st time im goin into a relationship. i dunno wad to do. i broke down i heard tat. it doesnt cure me veri fast. i alwaes think of it. i was thinkin if i would to treasure tis relationship, maybe we now still together.. hahas. don think so much! i recovered maybe a yr later? i forgot ler. den sec 3 we were in the same class. he organised a chalet, n invited me too. i went to the chalet. tat was the 1st time i go chalet. i have a happi time dere. n one day, my birthdae, we celebrated at link kwang. its a youth center. n he told his fren to pass mi present. when i noe tat he gave me a present, i was so.. happi.. realli happi.. but not long after, we become enemies cos of something. from then on, we stopped talking. n he starts to call me names n make mi fell so upset. i was not happi from then on.
oh ya. in sec one, dere is a guy in my class who treated mi so well. my birthdae, he would leave a present under my table. den he often to help me do things too. den sec 4, he just went off like this. he quit sch. i missed him as fren.
till sec 3, i learn how to go online n chat with ppl on the net. i knew a guy. we stead within one hour of our telephone conversation. i was too stupid. but tis relationship did last long. 1yr3mths. i den realise that we are not suitable for each other. he don understand me. when i just went into ite, im so busy wid project work n assignments. n he sae i was playing happily with my frens. he continued the irritating words till i cant tolerate n broke up with him. n also in e same time, i heard tat one of my sec sch classmate passed away cos of some sort of sickness. cancer. sadded. n i also saw the guy in my class who treat me so well. i was so happi!
dereafter, i call my gan kor to pei me, weijun n amelia to beach to celebrate my malay classmate birthdae. me n kor went veri far away n seated beside each other. talked about my past. i think he petty me. n when we are goin home, he send me home. n on e way home, he asked me for stead. i was blur n sae ok. he treated me so well. but after 3 months, he cant tolerate with me n we broke up. i was even more hurt den the previous relationship. i cut myself. cos i don wanna think too much.
xiao hong introduced me her fren after few months i last broke up with my ex bf. me n him, stead. at 1st, he was so sweet. n after a few months, he treat me like nothing. i don feel that im his gf. n from than on, we are silent.......... n we finalli, silent break.. i was sad. n trying to cut myself again. i noe its a stupid thing to do.
but after all this years, after wad i have learn, i don easily step into a trap animore. i wanna be strong. i don think i believe in guys animore. dey r just nothing. i cant force a person who don love me at all. no point. hais. im tired of all this things. now wad i wanna do is. study hard n get my cert. if i can go poly, i will go n study. i wanna have a bright future but i noe i cant do it. but i will try my best.
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